Standardized.

It's hard to (kind of) start 2018, knowing you are hurt and distance(d).

I am not a perfect human, neither did everyone lives in this world.

It's funny how (this how every woman starts their engaging content related to their personal thoughts) you are now not close with someone as you used to be. Have i ever been in this situation? Well, i might say many times, and every time it happened i feel sad. Like, literally sad.

There are rules in this world, so does friendship. I value friendship, i did. As much as people know about myself (probably). I kinda dislike when people poke into my personal space and being ruthlessly behaved since they felt they are close enough to me. Like, it's kind of "ticket" to behave impolite and stuff. To be exact, i hate it. And, unfortunately, that behavior is injected (by nature) in some people revolves closely around me. Well, i didn't just give up on the first place, and left. It happened so many times, until i felt "this is it" and i don't want it any more. Then i pull myself, and slowly sublimed into "unfollowing" in real life. Because yes, I'd rather be alone than be with someone who's not in the same frequency as me.

People said diversity enriches you. I might be a selective person picking out what diversity should impact myself.

And, after that i felt relieved. But, yes it is too sad, knowing you guys might have something good back then. But then it's too hurtful in the present, so you might as well letting them go. My other rules, yes, i am still respecting their space, and acting like young adults who's behaving well and probably they are not realizing the difference right now, because it's my decision, not theirs. Because, why bothers be with others who's not even as respectful as you did to them? Too funny (said it with sarcasm tone).