Paradoxically Anxious

I won't be typing two pages of essay here.

I can't sleep and it's 3.27 AM in the morning and i need to get up early. Paradox, right?

Just changing some element & upgrade my blog looks. Kindly check, thank you.

Lots of things happen. Roller coaster of emotion, well, fountains, but not in an aesthetic way, for sure.

Did my driving lesson. Oh, boy -- it's my biggest source of anxiety, and now that i'm really doing it feel surreal, really :)

Working under pressure but not in a "Freddie Mercury -- UNDER PRESSURE pushing down on me pressing down on you, no man ask for" -- things. Well, I can handle this. I was born this way and i can do this.

Wake up every morning trying to make peace with myself, i think that's the most important things after all right?

Cos' every day is constant battle between me & my mind. It's just a matter of time, i let myself took control of it, and not letting those battling thoughts wins over what's real.

Let's just take a deep breath, and it is Tuesday, counting down the days to some big projects & challenges. lol.